jessity ([personal profile] jessity) wrote2010-03-03 03:47 pm

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I got my nursing school.. pre-acceptance papers today and now, I'm really terrified.

It's a lot about stepping out of my comfort zone - a lot about my own self-confidence (what if I can't do it?) and am freaking out a little bit. Okay, am freaking out a lot and sort of panicking. (Is that how you spell it?)

What if I am a terrible nurse? What if I just plain can't pass school? And I sort of hate people. (But maybe that is only at my current job?) What if someone dies? How am I going to pay for this?

Freaking, I'm freaking.